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  Coming in February to a billboard near you! My family is excited to share that Maura will be featured on several digital billboards for the month of February in Massachusetts. Thanks to the effort of Tammy for making this happen. Huge thank you to Alyson from Logan Communications and Rochelle from Clear Channel. We firmly believe someone knows something and hope the exposure with the billboards will help towards resolution. If you happen to catch a glimpse, please share on social media with the hashtag #mauramurray.
Maura's 19th Anniversary Vigil is fast approaching. Although another year has passed, we feel closer than ever to answers. Please join us in a virtual vigil to honor Maura by lighting a candle on Thursday February 9, 2023 at 7:30 pm EST. Take a photo and/or video and post to social media with #mauramurray #maura19 #engagewithempathy. Let’s light up the sky for Maura. For those who want to join in person, my family rented the Mountain Lakes Lodge for folks to gather on February 9th from 4:00 pm to 10:00 pm. The address is 73 Lodge Lane, Woodsville NH 03785 parking is available at the lodge. As always, we ask folks to be mindful and respectful of the neighborhood and Maura if attending in person. We will never give up even when the road seems endless. Thank you for your unwavering love and support on this long journey. 'We are coming for ya kid' - Fred Murray.
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UPDATE: Ground Search Concluded in Relation to Maura Murray’s Disappearance - Landaff, N.H.7/14/2022  Authorities in N.H. line the road near Landaff/Easton UPDATE: The ground search in connection with Maura’s disappearance concluded yesterday near Landaff, New Hampshire. This ground search was the largest of its kind in recent years and included representation from N.H. State Police and N.H. Fish & Game searching areas near Route 112. The large scale effort gives my family renewed hope that a resolution is within reach. I’m in close contact with law enforcement and spoke to them this morning; however, due to the ongoing nature of the investigation I cannot provide further details at this time. I encourage people to allow the investigators the time and space to continue the important work they are doing. On behalf of my family, we extend our sincere thanks for the love and support shown to Maura and our family especially now. I will provide updates as appropriate. Anyone with information about Maura Murray is asked to call the New Hampshire Cold Case Unit at (603) 223-3648 or email them at Coldcaseunit@dos.nh.gov. To learn more about Maura and the ongoing efforts to find her and bring her home visit: www.mauramurraymissing.org.  Fred and Julie during 1st Annual Maura WOD - May 4, 2021 To honor and remember Maura on her 40th birthday, our family, her friends, and supporters across the country are virtually participating in the second annual Maura Murray WOD (workout of the day) on May 4, 2022. It's the perfect way to remember Maura - breaking a sweat!
From an early age, Maura and I competed along side each other in athletics, creating a bond we share to this day. On May 4, 2022 Maura would celebrate her 40th birthday and if she were here, I know we would start the day off with a workout - and probably end it with some friendly banter and beer! The WOD (aka, workout) consists of two events with special significance to Maura; a 2 mile run and 82 burpees. Maura’s best race was the 2 mile run and Maura’s birth year [82] will be the number of burpees guaranteed to make you sweat. Supporters can join us by ordering an exclusive Maura WOD t-shirt to wear during the workout (at cost). You'll break a sweat, honor Maura, and walk away with a Maura WOD t-shirt! Share photos, videos, and the results of your workout on May 4th via social media and use the hashtag #MauraMuscle to inspire others as we honor and remember my little sister Maura. I look forward to seeing everyone [virtually] on May 4 and as always, thank you for your love and support - Maura would be amazed. Background. A WOD is an official functional movement workout performed on a given day. Maura’s older sister and former teammate, Julie Murray, designed the Maura WOD based on a workout she wishes they could do together on Maura's birthday [May 4]. The workout is for everyone, and the 2 mile run and 82 burpees can be scaled to a 1-2 mile walk and 82 alternating step-ups depending on your fitness level. Watch video from 2021 here!  This Wednesday, February 9, 2022 marks the 18th anniversary of Maura’s disappearance. It has been a long, tough road for my family and those supporting the case. At the risk of sounding like a broken record, I am hoping this is the year we find some answers. The truth is we are tired of these anniversaries, we are tired of the unknowing. It is times like this that we are especially thankful for your love and support. We will never give up even when the road seems endless. Thank you. 'We are coming for ya kid' - Fred Murray.
Please join us in a virtual vigil to honor Maura by lighting a candle at 7:30 pm EST. Take a photo and/or video and post to social media with #mauramurray #maura18. Let’s light up the sky for Maura.  Loss is strange. It affects us all in different ways and, often, in ways we don’t expect. For me, one of the most difficult things to deal with is the way that the memory of a person can change or fade as time goes on. Obviously, you can remember a person through pictures or videos but it’s the other memories, the ones that you close your eyes to recall, that can’t be preserved outside of your mind’s eye. Things like the way a person smelled, the true sound of their voice, a certain twinkle in a person’s eye, a funny quirk or habit. The intimate details that picture or video can’t capture, the things that are unique to the way that YOU remember someone. Those are the things that tend to slip away and I’ve found that a sense of guilt has often accompanied the fading memories. Especially when they’re associated with the people that are the MOST important to me…people like my mother or Maura.
Several years ago I had a dream that changed the way I view loss. I walked into the dining room at our home in Hanson and sitting at the table were Maura and our mother. I had experienced similar dreams prior, but there was something noticeably different about this. This dream was much more vivid and the little details that I thought had been lost, the source of my guilt, were very present. What shocked me the most were their voices. I could hear them, really HEAR them, exactly as I knew they should sound. They looked and moved exactly how I knew they should and, although there was nothing profound about what was happening, the clarity of what I was experiencing was overwhelming. I woke up that morning with tears on my face and pillow because, by the end of the dream, I was begging them to stay. I had become consciously aware that I was dreaming and I wasn’t ready to wake up or to let them go. The whole thing changed me because, once the initial shock wore off, the realization that Maura and our mother still exist somewhere deep in my memory gave me great comfort. It proved that they would never truly be lost. I recently wrote a song about the dream because music and writing are two of the most powerful ways that I’ve used to cope with life’s adversities. My mother absolutely loved that I had a modicum of musical talent and Maura was one of my biggest supporters when I first picked up the guitar. While I haven’t finished the music, I wanted to share the lyrics as I think that my experience is very relatable and, while it’s deeply personal to me, to share some of who I am with this community. You’ve all given so much to our family so I wanted to give you a more personal view into me and some of what I do to cope with Maura’s loss. ‘Stay’ - written by Kurtis Murray I walk into the room and you’re standing there But I can see that something’s different So I stop and stare It’s So hauntingly familiar and it seems to me I’ve found the memory I’ve been searching for But, so often, fail to see So I ask, Is this real? Could this be real? Not sure how I’m supposed to feel When you talk, my heart is racing I hear your voice, for once it’s full and clear Not just a memory left to disappear And your smile, so full and bright No longer hazy and distorted An image lost to memory’s fading light So I ask, Is this real? Could this be real? The only thing I want becoming clear Stay, Won’t you stay? Oh God, please stay I lose more of you now everyday Just stay Why can’t you stay I wish you’d stay I Can’t bear to feel you fade away I’m desperate now, I’m on my knees I know that time is short, it’s just a dream But in this moment you’re something more to me Than just a distant fading memory I’m lying here, I’m in my bed A million memories running through my head But the reminder that’s been given me Is in my heart, my soul, my blood is… Where you’ll stay |
